So. It's been awhile. I could tell you why but that isn't necessary. What I have done in past few months belongs in the past. Nothing was shameful or horrible, well not really. It was just life. I'd have say that the now is far more interesting to me.
For instance, it's summer! Everyone else's favorite time of year. Ha ha, well I do enjoy how happy summer makes my friends and family. The long days are nice too because people want to be active later; they think that sunlight means it isn't night yet, suckers. Means I am able to spend more time out and about with the people I enjoy.
Now, the people I don't enjoy they have been exiled. By exiled I mean I do not engage in any contact with them whatsoever. Fortunately, everyone on the exile list seems to be agree with this arrangement. No one is throwing rocks at my window or harassing my social media pages. Thank you exiles for being cooperative. Who knows, I'm probably on your exile list too.
See, isn't modern information fun? I definitely think so! In fact, I have recently fallen for someone despite doing my best to avoid such a situation. My future is not going to be taking place in my current State, not at all. Therefore, I took it upon myself to avoid dating, romance, crushes, and everything else related to love, mainly men, for several months now in order to avoid hurt feelings.
That was going well and then completely failed when someone walked into my life. Definitely not complaining though because he's unlike anyone I've met before; he smiles when he looks at me. No frowns or plastered grins, just soft smiles. For the first time, ever, I'm completely happy with love. There isn't any doubt about my feelings being misplaced this time around. I'm not worried about what he thinks of me, or will do when I'm not there. I don't have to fret about him faking his way through life. He just is being himself and happened to introduce himself to me. If I never saw him again, that would be alright because I'm happy. Don't have me wrong, I want to see him again. Hopefully work schedules won't prevent that. Michigan is only two hours away anyways.
Ah yes, I have a job that I don't despise. In fact, I rather love it. The environment is very friendly and fresh. It is not a career path job, rather it is something to make money with and pass the time. I have a small but rewarding purpose for the time being. There is one person who doesn't like me, at all, but I have a solution; I'm overly nice to her. I do not talk ill about any of my coworkers at work to coworkers or managers because that's just bad karma; you're asking to be thrown under the bus. She doesn't like me, I'm nice to her. That honestly keeps her at bay and makes her less horrible in general. The solution to so many problems is to just be nice, even if it goes against your initial instincts.
That's all that comes to mind audience. I may seem scatter brained, and I am, because I haven't actually sat down and written something like this for many many weeks. It feels rusty doing so. I'd much rather go back to writing about video games, I found joy within them again. So with any luck you'll see more posts on that blog rather than this one.
In fact, I may just abandon this one all together. You don't really need me do you? And I don't really need this blog to feel happy. I did that without it. Huh.
Farewell audience (at least this blog),
Mare
